Showing posts with label Twitch. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Twitch. Show all posts

Sunday, July 21, 2024

PB45 for Aunt Mary Joan

  Around 8 pm on June 14, 2024, the musky goes vertical, fully freeing itself from the water into an 80° day, yet the pink and white fly sticks like a tick in the right corner of it’s mouth. 

  Two nights beforehand, my guide and friend, MG, called and said lightning was still flashing, with more rain expected. I could hear frogs in the background. 

  I was told that it was my choice, but the conditions were still poor. Water was either going to be high and dirty (not good) or high and clear (worse). He was not optimistic- repeatedly saying it was a long way to go for one day of fishing, but he understood the itch…
 
 The morning of June 13th, the water stats had changed very little on the USGS site. Previously, my June 10th trip had been canceled due to higher water and illness in my family. I texted him. My only regret would be if I didn't go.

  MG sees the fish strike; I simply see the water erupt, but I definitely feel it hit. I give 2 hard strip sets, make myself relax and keep line tension. Musky moves right, rod goes left. Let line out but give no slack during the run, then strip the fish back in. It's suddenly, vertically, and completely out of the water. Wow- she's big! Thinking, Don't throw the hook! Keep calm. Listen to my friend - my guide, while he is also rowing the boat out of the current. Give her line on another run, strip her back, rod tip left, now hammer down on the tension!, rod tip lower to control that big head. Lift the rod tip up, head goes up (she's heavy!), and he slips the net under and then around her. She is netted and can now rest in calm water. 

  For a moment, we sit back in mutual relief and then our happiness comes rushing in. I'm a bit choked up. I said to MG that I'd hoped to catch a musky in honor of my aunt, who’d died earlier that week. She grew up when it wasn't common for women to fish and hike, and she’d wished she'd been “brave” like me. I'd been able to tell her that I loved her and didn't know anyone stronger than her. 

  When I briefly feel the heft of that glorious musky in my hands during the photos taken that will forever remind me of this day, I quickly look up to the sky, give thanks, and softly say, “In honor of you, Aunt Mary Joan!” 

  A mid-30s musky bested me earlier that day. The water was high and dirty with slim opportunity for a second chance, but we surely got it. Before releasing her, MG and I hold her in the water, confirming my new PB by taping the musky out at 45 inches!

  The musky is released. After a while, MG smokes a cigarette. We share a little tequila, reliving the excitement. We like it high and dirty here, somewhere north of Illinois. It's a fine and respectable way to have a threesome.





Sunday, January 14, 2018

Blog Post Comments, Genuine or Spam? Fly Fishing Update

Hello there!

If you are taking the time to read my blog or look at the pictures, thanks!!!  I appreciate it when anyone takes the time to comment (then I know you are taking an interest vs. just clicking a link to the blog and getting out of it... since it deals with stripping flies and not women stripping!). 

However, if your comment is "anonymous," sometimes it is hard to discern if it is a genuine comment or spam, especially if the comment does not refer to any specific details of my post. One anonymous commenter reported we both had blogs of similar interest and would I email him. There was no email address provided. If I am very certain an anonymous comment is NOT spam, I will post it and likely respond. Otherwise, I am sorry, but I delete any comments that appear more likely to be spam. 

Of course, when there are genuine comments, I am likely to post more on the blog. It does become challenging to write to an invisible audience. 

I am still a fly fishing freak, planning a trip to Canada for big pike and walleye, and I have more time to return to tying musky-pike flies (hopefully to soon simplify my super-complicated post on BB's Forage... but to also create dubbing brushes and hopefully, yak-based brushes!). Sub-zero temps and a broken garage door -trapping my packed Subie- have kept me from winter trouting, but it is on the horizon! Also, when not fishing, tying, or thinking/doing things directly related to fly fishing, I'm still finding more murder mystery books with an outdoorsy and sometimes even a fly fishing tie-in! 

Life is good, with good friends to share it, and then time to venture off alone in search of new discoveries and peace for my soul. I wish the same for you, and I invite you to share some of it here.

Friday, October 7, 2016

Browns, Bows, SMB, Rockys, Gills, a Creek Chub, and one 19" Brown Hanging with the Smallies

   Last weekend I was suddenly on a solo adventure to a trout stream I'd fished with friends a couple times over the years, and I'd yet to develop any strong desire to return. I'd hoped to enjoy a short weekend with friend Kate, but a sick dog altered her plans.

   Life throws us curve balls, some big and some small. While I'd wished Kate could have come, I never had a second thought if I should continue the trip solo.  A recent large curve ball appearing in my family's life demanded of me some "water therapy."  The pictures below, for me, continue to mirror my firm belief to live life fully whether alone or with others.

   This previously thought of "so-so" region slowly turned into my waiting delight while my Subie traveled the street-light pierced, darkened roads of this Iowa state park as I searched for the campground late Friday night.  I discovered the lake, dams, the river birthing the lake, quality campgrounds, and a welcome bit of peace. My primary excitement the following morning was seeing that I could visit this place and fish the lake for smb in my little pontoon, wade the shores of the river and creek downstream of the lake, fish below the 2 dams bordering the lake, and then enjoy fishing primarily for trout at the stream, located elsewhere in the park.  There is a lot to offer any fly angler in this park!

   
Saturday, I started out early and finished at dusk, taking the time mid-afternoon for a sandwich and a few sips of water. Saturday night I write without exaggeration that I was tortured by multiple leg cramps. I woke Sunday with a bloodshot eye. Stay hydrated!!!

   The morning was for trout. They wanted my dry fly, a wet fly, a streamer, but only one trout wanted a nymph, and it threw the hook.  I was pleased.  Then, I visited the water I was most excited about. Warm water.  I'd quietly hoped I could nab a large brown trout on the river, but my focus was on the powerful and acrobatic smb. 

   Much to my surprise, after failing twice to set the hook on a couple near shore strikes, I changed from a grey craft fur leech pattern to my black and chartreuse Guinea Bugger.  I cast long and downstream and had a hard strike followed by a hard hookset on my end. I'd brought out a rarely used, stiffer, fast-action 5 wt and really rekindled my love with the rod that day.  The fish stayed low and, as always, I chanted to "Please just let me see you," as I hate not to even see the fish that put such a bend into my rod.  Much to my surprise, when I first got a look-see of the fish when it emerged from the drop-off, my brain registered it was somehow lighter and more slender for its length than I'd expected. Then I saw the spots. That was no smb!!!  

   Thank God I didn't know it was a large brown prior to that time.  I would have gotten too excited and all of us have experienced what happens then.  I was able to land the aggressive fish, and I was further glad to have my net on hand. My eyes saw a +20" brown, but my net indicated a 19-incher.  Nonetheless, I hooted and hollered and gave thanks.  I've hooked and lost a couple 18s, and landed one 18" brown sipping bugs in a 2' wide hole on a stream near Decorah, Iowa, a few years ago. But, jeeze, this gal was supposed to be an smb and she took my Guinea Bugger, and she was 19 inches! 

   She also rolled herself counterclockwise in my net, wrapping leader around her mouth. After I worked a couple wraps off, she smartly rolled clockwise, unwrapping all but 2 wraps from her body. I did the rest, took a couple pictures to share with you, and set her free.  After visiting the bank of a large hole, I was soon getting into smb, rock bass, bluegills, and later,

a creek chub.  Between trout and warm water fish, I landed 6 species of fish that day. 

   Bragging? No! Grateful? Yes! I share because it's a pleasure to share one's happiness and because I hope I can inspire others to get out and do the things they love, not waiting for the perfect circumstances to go. Sometimes imperfect circumstances lead to a perfectly happy day.  Nighttime can be another story... unless the angler remains hydrated. 

Saturday, April 30, 2016

My Journey as 3 Paw

March 18 - April 30, 2016




   On March 18, 2016, I trekked down to a favorite fishing hole in search of beauty and browns. I soon held a Brush Creek brown in my left hand and took a picture, already hoping to return again the following afternoon. However, by mid-morning on March 19, I'd suffered an injury to the proximal phalanx (about 1.5 inches of bone) of my left index finger & would not be holding brown trout again anytime soon. On April 4th, I was able to take pictures of my hand and the 7 K-wires holding the 15-20 fragments of bone together. The surgery had occurred on March 29, but since March 21st I had been (& still am) immobilized from my mid-forearm down to my 2nd & 3rd fingertips.  

   Yesterday (4/28), I was told that the doctor wanted the wires to remain in the finger for 2 more weeks. Seven total weeks of immobilization.  It's official; my index finger is going to have all of the flexibility of a carrot. Occupational Therapy began yesterday to my wrist, hand, & other 4 fingers. My middle finger is very rigid & everything else is tight. My goal is to regain 50% of my range of motion (ROM) by my next OT appointment on May 2nd and to have enough movement to tie flies at our club meeting on May 1st..

   Life deals us problems or challenges, & most of the time we get to pick our hand.  Our hand is also known as "attitude."  So far, I have decided that I have a challenge, and I decided to figure out how to fly fish (nearly) 1-handed.


to be continued...

   During April 13-17th, 5 of us gals made a roadtrip, spending much of our time at Mountain Home, Arkansas' Sowbug Roundup. I observed a double haul casting class & took notes by using voice-to-text to send myself emails.The fly tiers & other people in the region were friendly, & the bbq was great. We got to meet Tom Schmuecker, owner of Wapsi Fly, Inc., and tour the business. Tom is also one of the founders of Hawkeye Fly Fishing Association, the club that 4/5 of us belong to. My friends spent some time fishing the White River, & I spent a morning with the hook cut of of a Guelk Nymph, honing my new 1-handed casting technique. I could cast & shoot line out fairly well.  But despite coming up with a 1-handed system to strip line under tension, I still resorted to stripping in line between my left thumb and the part of the hand below the index finger.  Located above this area were two wires helping to hold the bones of my index finger together.  A friend and I returned to the cabin to fashion a baggie over the stripping area to prevent my splint from getting wetter.  It was then that I decided to stop casting for the day, knowing both that I should not be using the left hand and that I currently did not have the discipline to only use my right hand.  I yet thought that I would fish another day, but another good opportunity didn't arise.

   The day prior to the trip I used a piece of cane to mimic a fly rod and discovered that placing the butt end in a waist pack with my left arm wrapped around the upper portion of the "rod" gave it enough support to allow line stripping with the right hand.  After Googling 1-armed casting, I noted the assistive devices often incorporated a strap around a thigh to aid line management.  I used a long and a short carrying strap, & the sheath for my long-nosed pliers to make my own line-management system. The longer carrying strap connected the shorter strap buckled around my lower thigh to my wading belt or waist pack, keeping the shorter strap from falling.  My woman's shape would prevent the thigh strap, which the sheath was attached to, from riding up too much.  I mimicked stripping in line, wrapping it below the sheath to get tension & then releasing that same section of line just as I grabbed more line to allow me to strip again.  Due to my nature to overthink things, I hoped that one evening in our Arkansas cabin we could come up with ways to simplify the 1-handed casting system.

   The first night at the cabin, Scott, a MN friend and invited tier to the Roundup, paid us a visit.  Scott has made his own dubbing tool, among other things, and was the perfect person to simplify the casting system.  After his suggestion, the leg strap was removed, and the sheath was attached to the right side of my waist pack. The line was stripped, and then wrapped only below (not around) the sheath to provide line tension but still allow an aggressive fish to take line out.  Scott also suggested using a cord to attach the rod to something on my body. Due to the inability of my left hand to grip the rod, there was a chance the rod could dislodge from the pouch of my fanny pack.  Taking the small coiled cord from the unused pliers, the cord was looped around my rod and reel and the opposite end could be clipped to my clothing.  Near the end of the evening, Scott mimicked a hooked fish flopping around on the floor, to test how I would contain him and remove the hook. During this visit, Scott also dubbed me with the moniker "3 Paw."  I liked it.  




to be continued...

   I keep my hand out of the splint as much as possible, and I stretch and exercise my fingers and wrist... at home, while working out on a recumbent bike, while visiting a friend, when at the library, etc.  I try not to attempt too much movement of the index finger, but it can't move much anyway (carrot-like, remember?). I also have mixed feelings about the very skilled doctor, who was on vacation when my injury occurred but gave me surgery right after he returned & also changed surgical sites to ensure my insurance covered the surgery.  Yet, after a surgery and 2 visits to the clinic, I don't think I've seen him a total of 10 minutes.  To him, I am the severely comminuted finger fracture and feel I received the human patient assembly line instructions.  When you don't see a doctor enough to communicate with him, you don't know why you can't move a joint, and it becomes challenging to follow doctor's orders.  The OT will be my bridge to the doctor, since the OT will also treat my muscles and tendons, and consider how well my personality, my discipline, and patient goals will figure in to my treatment.  I wish I'd insisted on having OT ordered 2-3 weeks after my surgery, but if wishes were fishes...

   My next OT appt is tomorrow and I will see the doctor or his PA again on May 12th, when the wires will likely be removed.  On May 20 I leave to meet up with a friend in Michigan where we embark on a long-planned group trip to Canada to fly fish for trophy pike, and walleye.  I accept that I will have plenty of challenges, and I hope for no problems. 

First Real Fishing Expedition

   Yesterday (4/30), I went smallie fishing on a creek close to home.  Shortly after hitting the water, I hooked one but quickly lost it.  I hadn't honed my 1-handed technique yet and was unable to keep enough tension on the line.  I spent hours on a cool day walking and fishing.  I had more chases but no further hook ups, yet still had a great day.  I believe I thought every day last winter about springtime smallmouth fishing and summer float trips for smallies, and I am one day closer to my first smallie of the year.


  

   I keep my promises, even ones made to myself, and a few weeks ago I promised myself I wouldn't use my left hand in a manner to risk injuring it.  My left arm can stabilize the rod when the rod butt is in my waist pack, and I use the tip of my splint to slowly wind line on the reel when I'm moving to the next hole.  But when I'm actually fishing, the left hand and fingers are currently out of a job.  The right hand initially wrapped the line around the lower part of the sheath with each strip & captured more line.  It was slow and awkward.  Now, I strip line, let go, and immediately catch more line with the hand.  I occasionally reach line back to the sheath so I am still in practice for when I need to manage and strip in a tauter line, i.e. line with a fish on it.  Still not ideal but fly fishing 1-handed isn't ideal.  I haven't waded, and I don't know that I will, since wires entering the skin are also the same areas where bacteria could enter.  However, I haven't made myself any promises.

   I kept the rod, rigged up, in the car along with my other gear.  It's a chore to get ready to fish, so I wanted to take that out of the equation.  Besides, I might not be able to break the rod down without assistance. ;)  However, now it's been raining and the creek will be running too high for a couple days, so it is time to find more morels. ~April 30.

to be continued...


May 1

   Part of the reason I am writing this is because I work in the healthcare profession.  I want to share that sometimes our bodies change and we can't do things in the manner we previously had.  But, our greatest tool is the brain.  If one is willing to be creative and flexible, we can often come up with a way to still do the things we love and do them safely, too.  

to be continued...


May 6

   Went fishing yesterday at the same area. One can usually sight fish and find smallies here, but I only saw suckers. No luck at all except that I met "Ken," who gave me a good tip on where to find sizable smallies. I guess it is a little treacherous in a rocky way to get to the hole, so I will either go with a friend or wait until my wires are removed...unless I get a wild hair.

   Tomorrow is the annual local fly casting clinic, held in Bettendorf. Dan Johnston, St. Croix rep, is the main instructor, and others give him a hand.  I'm looking forward to providing instruction, and this can be done 1-handed.  It will be a pleasure to help others again, especially since so many folks have offered to help me since I became a "3 Paw."  

   I watched the latest episode of "The Voice" tonight while using lotion and a wash cloth to scrub off what seems to be the tenth layer of dead skin from my hand. There is definitely muscle atrophy up to the forearm and some swelling remains to the fingers and hand, but at least it now the appendage looks alive.  I think "the Voice's" season finale is on May 24, and I will be well into a big pike fly fishing vacation in Canada by then.  My buddy John called tonight to discuss food ideas for the trip.  My hope remains that the wires will be gone, and that I will have a splint that will allow me to manage line with my left hand.  I can manage a rod fine with either hand, but double hauling with a 10 wt has mostly always been a L-handed affair.   


   I wonder if I will wake up tonight doing range of motion to my hand with it out of the splint-- as I had managed to do in my sleep a few nights ago.


May 9

   Our casting clinic went well. I want to be a better instructor. Still learning too much there! LOL! ...The OT is happy with my progress. I am hoping wires are removed on Thursday, otherwise 2por1 margarita celebration will be 2por1 margarita bit%# and moan session... I layout the newsletter for our fly fishing club, and it will be finished tomorrow. Time to set sites on Canada trip for big pike!!! (still need to post hilarious pics from Sowbug)

to be continued...

May 12

My finger has turned into a carrot, but the final 6 wires have been removed (the last 2 required a little twisting and harder pulling)! More protective splinting and OT to come. Weird sensations in the broken area at times that make me jump like I just  realized something was crawling around in my shirt with me, but overall not too bad. Celebrated with margs & Mex then went to the monthly "Music Night" in my friends' basement.

Trying desperately to find intermediate line prior to Canada. Time to start packing and will likely have to skip an invitation of trouting and camping for this weekend so I know I can be ready for the big trip.

More gross pictures to come...
5-12-16: Wires are removed!!


Finally landed smb 5-13-16. OT made splint
after wires removed 5-12-16.

Friend John met me at the stream.
May 18

I've been able to fish a little locally and finally landed some small smallies. I'm wearing a less restrictive splint on my hand to protect the finger that is always rudely pointing. It is challenging managing the fish since I can't sufficiently pinch, grip or lip yet, with the fingers on the left hand. But, casting is improving and all is slowly progressing. 
5-17-16, took pic to show OT the movement
 I can force at the joints of my finger.

Sinking (type 6) and intermediate lines have arrived.

Tied 4 Clousers, so far, for the trip. After 3, the middle finger and wrist are sore.

After small modifications to my 2 splints, one feels worse and the other rubs in new places. Must return to clinic again tomorrow. Going out to practice cast again tonight to make sure no other concerns with splint I'll wear when fishing in Canada. I leave on Friday for Michigan and a friend's house. We leave for International Falls and Canada on Saturday.

to be continued....

May 20-29

Driving to SW MI solo and then MI to/from Sioux Outlook, north of International Falls, with friends, and from Superior, WI, to home solo I spent most of my time exercising my finger by forcing it to bend at a single joint or at multiple joints, or by moving it the little it would go under its own power.  Listening to audio books makes all my travel time for fishing trips go much smoother.  I stopped wearing a bag over my finger when showering at our cabin, located along Lake St. Joe, Eagle Island, in Ontario, Canada.  I also got my personal-best Esox, had another +40 follow the final morning, and did get one walleye on the fly, too.  

See my post titled "42" about this great trip with 4 other fly anglers.  My splint worked great, allowing me to double haul, pull up the anchor, and eventually remove flies from my own pike, safely.

Safest way to then pose with my personal-best Esox


Another friend John who consistently casts beautifully.
In winter, he invited me on the trip & kept faith that I would still go
following my injury. This and timeliness of my recovery was something
I had  to choose not to worry about.


June 1

The day of another doctor's appt.  The surgeon, my OT, and I all agree that my goal to return to work by June 6 will not be met.  Progress is good considering the trauma and length of immobilization, but the finger is still too stiff and Dr. V wants to see more radiographic healing. Doctor actually giggled when viewing current Xrays. "Remember," he said, "that bone was smashed to smithereens."  He went on to detail the current, generally good shape of the bone and the good alignment between joints.

June 13

Doctor doesn't giggle when looking at this date's Xrays, he laughs.  He is very happy.  More healing present, but still a couple wider, darker (less healed) areas on Xrays that will keep me guarded and wearing my splints more often than not. My range of motion continues to improve and I have about 47* of flexion at PIP (middle knuckle). Moving 2-3 joints simultaneously is expectedly more difficult with less movement present. We still know a tenolysis (surgery to remove tendon from bone) is still a possibility, but we both agree that continuing therapy with OT and on my own is still the best option to see what other gains I can make. Doctor agrees that it is time for me to return to work. He didn't mention a splint, but my OT and I have one in progress that I've dubbed my "mini splint." I'm hoping to wear it without Velcro or other material needed to keep it fixed to my hand. Small enough to pull a glove over it, and hygenic and eassy to clean without any fabric-type of material attachments.

June 15

I return to work with all 3 splints available to me, but am blessed to be allowed to get all of my learning assignments on the computer completed first.  It takes all day. Tomorrow I begin patient care on my favorite floor, but it is also the floor where therapists see the greatest number of patients in a day.  I'm a bit nervous about that, but throughout this experience I've made decisions at particular times to decide not to worry about things and those things worked themselves out very well. A fortune cookie fortune I got during my recovery reads, "Fear is interest paid on a debt one may not owe."

It will be harder to make time now to continue to give my finger the intense amount of therapy it needs, but I must make time to do it, or suffer the regret later.

***** I sense this post is winding down, as I am more of a 3 2/3 or 3 3/4 paw now!  However, basic life challenges still exist, such as writing, cutting food, pulling my rod sections apart, etc. Work will also be challenging and my risk for re-injury is still very much present. There is still much modified fishing to do, but I CAN fish! ( I also rowed my little pontoon and caught LMBass at a local lake on my 50th birthday - June 10th. It was my best day on this lake. My friend kate paddled her kayak and hunted agates, also finding success.)

So, I will continue with this post until some of the fog of the unknown clears, such as will I heal without incident and how much range of motion can I get back (without tenolysis) after a crush injury and 7 weeks + 5 days of immobilization?

Remember you can often decide if you have a problem or a challenge!!!***** 

July 19

I went on a float trip for smallmouth bass yesterday.  It was my first one of the year and the first time I fished with Doug. We had a good time and my finger held up quite well.  I am still wearing a splint but can hold the rod in my left hand again.  That is very, very nice except that using a larger weight rod (and rowing!) in that hand with a splint on taxes my wrist and the 3 non-splinted fingers. Those fingers have to grip harder and move at an odd angle. So, I fished one day, not two, knowing it would be too hard to resist also casting with my left hand. I did lip a smallie for the first time with my left hand!  It took a bit to get my hand in position, but it was done. Near the end of the float a large smb catapulted up from the water to attack my chartreuse popper! It was hooked after the aggressive attack but I was managing line then with my left hand and I fumbled the line between the splint and my free fingers, failing to set the hook like I normally would. The biggest, most aggressive fish of the float was gone. I yelled something like, "Son of a fish!" and my tantrum was done.

I wear a different splint at work. I will be happy when I no longer have to wear this one but with the different splint needs at work, it does the job. Work can be challenging but it is getting easier each week. My co-workers still have difficulty reading my handwriting (with either hand), but some days that is better too.

July 23, 2017. Passive ROM
July 23, 2017. Active ROM
The range of motion of my finger continues to improve, especially the passive range of motion (PROM). By force, the pad of my finger can occasionally be made to touch the palm of my hand. Should I need the tenolysis surgery, it is very important to have the best PROM possible. Active range of motion (AROM) is improving but at a slower pace now, and one of the 2 muscles that bend my finger joints is being especially stubborn. This is attributed to the usual culprits, tendon adhesions.  I continue strengthening, stretching, and doing vinegar soaks. I also continue with Mark, a Certified Hand Therapist and Occupational Therapist, who has been fantastic. He also gives me iontophoresis, again using vinegar, AKA acetic acid, along with exercise/ROM. 

Unless Mark or I am forcing my finger to move, I have very little pain.  I did mow the grass without wearing a splint for the first time a few days ago. The vibration from the lawn mower started to cause me discomfort, so I will return to the splint for mowing.  It was a gentle warning telling me that that bone is still not healed enough to perform moderate to heavy tasks without added protection/support. As of today, it has been 4 months and 1 day since my injury.

I return to the doctor on July 21.  I will start to make plans for and learn about the tenolysis surgery while still working very, very, very hard to avoid needing it. I am guessing the doctor will want me to continue to wear a splint when I'm doing more aggressive tasks and that he will say I don't need it at night.  We'll see.  I will be curious to learn what else he has to say and wonder if he will giggle or laugh again out of happiness due to how my bone has healed.  I only hope I can do the same someday due to my tendons freeing themselves up from the bone and letting me move my finger more actively again.

Examples of things that remain awkward and/or hard to do: knocking on a door, using round door handles, brushing my teeth, using a zipper, lipping a bass or managing any fish. Anything that requires a grip is now challenging.  I believe I read that when one loses an index finger, around 50% of grip strength is lost.  So, I will continue to do all I can to get that finger moving better again.

November 12, 2017.... yes, 2017!

My final doctor visit was May 30th of 2017, over 1 year since the accident. My grip strength and pinch strength, but especially my range of motion at the 3 joints of that finger had improved sufficiently for the doctor to discharge me from his care and to happily report I would not need a second surgery.  

The 2nd joint (PIP) still feels tight, and I continue to stretch and do range of motion at the three joints but not as frequently. I can extend my finger until the PIP joint is fully straight (0*), but I cannot hyperextend it actively like I can with my other fingers.  The finger gets stiff in the cold, but remains usable with some TLC.  About 3 times this year my toothbrush has flown from my hand while brushing my teeth!  Thank goodness, no toilet landings. (:  I do have to be aware of my finger (pinch) position when stripping fly line. 
A much better "hook!"

I've recovered, to date, about 93% of my movement and even more of my strength in that finger and the hand, after being told I would likely need another surgery to free tendons from bone.  No 2nd surgery and a very good and continuing (as far as I'm concerned) recovery because of my very hard work, frequently and consistently throughout the day, every day, as the months went by after the surgery.  Of course my doctor and my OT played an important role in my recovery!!  But, as I tell my own patients, when it comes to recovery, others can guide, but the individual has to put in the work.  I never want to look back and think of what could have been if only I'd given my maximal effort. I gave all my effort to recovery and am happy with the results -- very functional movement and strength!  If I gain more ROM, time will play a role in thinning tissues that thickened due to the K wires being in place for so long. I may never hyperextend, but will continue to try. It won't really affect me unless I decide to play the piano... and that isn't going to happen! I do hope to gain more flexion if scar(?) tissue thins out which will gain me more control when brushing teeth and fly fishing.

Please look back at the first pictures.  Even after that final May doctor's appointment 14 months later, I still gained in strength and range of motion.  The greatest degree of recovery available was literally in my own hands.  I write this to encourage and inspire others.  IF you give it all you've got, you will get the best you can and won't have to think, "If only....."

I would never wish for this to happen, but the journey was rewarding.  Thanks for letting me share my journey with you.  I am happy to be back fishing and catching again and am happy to say that my casting is better than before the injury!  I've been working on that, too.


Comparing fingers, especially index. Left proximal phalanx and knuckle (PIP) are slightly larger. 





Sunday, December 13, 2015

Reflecting on this Fly Angler's Life

With three napkins from Subway and a load of hand-picked wood, my thoughts were on coaxing up a nice campfire and setting to work on blackening some hot dogs.  The day's fish were also on my mind but not on the menu.

With late-evening sights of an Iowa summer as a backdrop, I looked past my fire to the Turkey River.  Just as I wished for fish-sign to ring the watery surface, it appeared in silence, and I watched the rings merge and fade with the ripples of a slow current.  Locusts buzzed and the fire popped.

The waters of small rivers and streams enrich my soul and return to me the peace that so frequently slips away during the work hours, days, and weeks.  No matter the rewards; the beeps, alarms, & people-sounds of my work in healthcare still extract a toll on me.

Three weeks ago, nearing the latter half of August, I sat in the same place, same chair, overlooking a campfire along this river for the first time.  I never thought I'd light a campfire when tenting solo, but acting on a whim may have started a comforting new habit.

That weekend threatened wind and rain.  Twenty to thirty-mph wind reigned supreme while clouds and sun battled for second place.  The rain never came despite the forecast, but oddly enough, planning smallie Iowa float trips nearly always seem to elicit bad-weather forecasts.

I'd needed to escape the day-to-day world and rediscover my peace.  Sharing this with like-minded friends would have been welcome, but I ultimately explored new water alone & had been grateful to do it.

And now, 3 weeks later, I sit here again in my Farm & Fleet clearance patio chair.  My pen, paper, headlamp & Kentucky Bourbon Barrel Ale keep me company by the fire.  Darkness is nearly here, & swallows, silhouetted by calm river water reflecting rays from a setting sun, will shape my memory of this extended weekend.

This time, yes, work was still stressful - very stressful - but this time I really wanted to enjoy the company of friends on what might be the final smallie float of the year.  But, it just didn't work out that way.  All were too busy doing other things.

So, once again, I'd made plans for a solo-camping & smallmouth float trip.

Strange, but it seems like I've returned to where I started.  But there aren't many fly anglers, especially in the Midwest.  Back in 2008, when my only fly fishing friend lived 8 hours away, I mostly fished, traveled, made lots of mistakes, and got lost -- alone.

Then I learned to network - at the local fly fishing club, fly fishing shows, on-line, with conventional anglers, and then slowly the world opened up.  I've been able to travel to go fishing with others in NC, MI, MT, and AK.  I can text, call, or email fly fishing friends anytime.  I lay out our club's newsletter, and there are so many known friendly faces at the shows.

Yet, it still frequently remains hard to find someone who has the time to go fishing for a few days, especially on smallmouth float trips, which I love nearly as much as fishing for musky.

I'm pretty happy by myself, which is probably a great reason why I shouldn't be alone too much.   When does finding a little peace transition into becoming a recluse?

But, I personally know people who won't go somewhere unless they have company.  Some of my best discoveries & most memorable times have been shared with others.  But my memories & my life would be far less rich if I'd waited for company to happen prior to venturing off on many things fly fishing.  The ironic thing is that I've met many of my fishing friends because I was willing to go someplace on my own & was willing to meet others.

I wonder if coming full circle also means that I will get to meet more wonderful people.

I live my life, and life has been great.  If I'd waited for life to happen to me, I think I'd still be waiting, or I'd have given up on this fly-fishing thing.   Don't wait!  And then someday, maybe we'll meet on the water & share some stories beside an evening campfire.
 (Written fireside 9-13-15 & finished while lounging in bed 12-13-15, because 100% heavy rain forecast would make for poor fishing and unsafe driving on gravel roads...& it's deer shotgun season. But, I did fish yesterday & it was good... but it wasn't enough. I think you know the feeling.) 

Sunday, September 16, 2012

A Musky Guide, Time, and A Fly ~ The WI-MN Diaries (Part 6, Sept 2, 2012)

    In Wisconsin’s Northwoods, Columbus Day, 2009, we were smack in the middle of a cold front.  What it meant on that day was that what was left of color on the trees was being lightly coated in soft, white flakes.  It was a beautiful, overly-quiet day on the water.  What it also meant was that there were absolutely no signs of fish.  What this meant was that for a guide who was trying to put a gal onto her first fish of 10,000 casts, his work was really cut out!  If a musky rewarded an angler based on the guide’s efforts, I’d say we would’ve at least boated a 45”-er.  However, during my final casts in the darkening light, after we abandoned the drift boat to wade and use the smaller ‘Angry Minnow’ pattern, I landed my first Esox!  It was a pike.  It fought valiantly for a couple of seconds.  Then it spotted me & thought, “Screw it! That gal deserves a fish.”, and gave up.  I was happy.  I’d landed my first toothy critter & that earned me the right to keep the fly.  We celebrated at the ‘Angry Minnow’ pub in Hayward, WI, with food, brew, & a couple shots of tequila.

   I don’t remember if it was that day or in a thank-you email, but I’d promised Brad Bohen of Hayward’s Musky Country Outfitters, that I would tie him a musky fly.   I doubt he remembers that but I keep my promises.  The first flies I’d learned to tie were from Brad’s Hang Time recipe.  Other patterns I’d tied were based on others’ recipes.  Most of my musky to date have been landed with a cool color combination of Brad’s Hang Time, but why send a guy a fly of a pattern he’d created?

   So, with Oct 2009 simply a pleasant memory, in Sept 2012 I tied my first original musky fly.  I also hired Brad again.  The recent musky bite had been slow, but he put me on great water.  I had a couple of strikes & a couple of follows!  He instructed & managed the boat exceedingly well.  In short, he did a great job while I casted fairly well, but didn’t ‘fish’ as well.  There is a difference.  I learned a lot to improve my skill and that, honestly, was my main goal.  And, while I did take my first prototype of that musky fly along, I didn’t fish it.  At that time it was nameless & I was skeptical of its potential.

   So what did the man teach me?  Well, I learned when someone tells you to do something during the figure 8 on a musky follow --that everyone else tells you not to do for trout and bass fishing-- certain phrases, such as ‘strip in to the leader!’, become ‘strip in to the kajhyr!’ during the disconnect.   So, the musky simply swims away.  The guide, on the other hand, is reaching for your rod, firmly telling you he’s got something to show you.  It was not his palm and I did not end up wet.  So, I am now a pro at the figure 8.  And if the musky should swim away,  I agreed not to cast fly after the musky but to keep stirring the fly.  Brad also counseled me about how a good partnership between rod and line make less work for the angler.  My rod was underlined & I’d developed some bad habits which I am correcting.  I learned how a buoyant fly and a sinking line can work well to increase the action of the fly.  I learned that Brad has nice legs.  I learned more about musky haunts and when to set the hook (the musky were soft-striking that day).

   I also learned it’s much more uncomfortable to car-camp the night after a guide has learned you cast better with the left arm & he is also excellent at positioning the boat.  I learned the guide does not care if you cast 3 times in 8.5 hours with your weaker arm on less productive water, but he will order you to use your stronger left arm on that 4th cast because you have just entered productive water.  A good guide will do that.  That night when you finally drop to sleep, nestled on a pillow & laid out ‘just so’ over your front and rear suv seats, some unhelpfully helpful person knocks on your window to see if you are alright, and your sore left arm makes a punch toward the glass… it reinforces the importance of the guide's 2 false-cast per cast rule when you're fishing in the Musky Capital of the World.

   I’ve also fished with Brad & others a few times over the years, not as a client, but as a friend.  One does not grill their friends about their musky ways.  It is not polite.  And, for quite a while, I’ve had a ‘feeling’ that I would boat a large musky when Brad was also in the boat.  I’m happy to say that I have a rare opportunity to hit the water again (in November) as Brad’s client.  A grilling may be in order!  Or maybe it is just time to put into action what I’ve learned in September & days past; fly fishing for musky in water so unlike my home water.  Maybe it is time to grow from being the student on the fly to also being the fisher on the fly.  I do hope my ‘feeling’ becomes a reality & we boat a big, toothy musky.  But whether Brad is there physically or not on the day I hook into that large Esox, I suspect his presence will still be felt.

   Oh, and one more thing:  For a couple of years, I’d decided my first original musky fly would be called, ‘Forage’.  However, I’m going with BB’s Forage.  I’m year's late sending him the promised fly, I landed my first Esox with him, and he’s shared his musky addiction very well with me.  Heck, I think the guy deserves a fly named in his honor.  On November 2nd, maybe I’ll learn if my fly lives up to his musky-on-the-fly record-holding reputation!       

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Friends, and the Fish and Fungus Amungus

   Things forgotten on a 5-person, weekend NE Iowa fishing trip:  polarized glasses, deodorant, tent.  Things not forgotten:  the ability to laugh and share, and to have one heck of a good time!

   No one wholly knew everyone else in the group.  Personalities ranged from the slightly reserved to, well, the polar opposite, sort of like comparing brook trout to dolphins.  Yet, all of us, Jackfish Kate, Theresa, Twitch (yours truly), Shani and her Aunt Terri (the latter two being members of Team Rang-a-Tang and a story I dare not tell)  shared a love of the outdoors and that each of us planned to have a great time come either the forecasted storms or high water. 

   And yes, storms did come.  The Rang-a-Tangs shared a camper and the rest car-camped.  So, the forgotten tent was not missed and –most importantly- the storms infringed primarily on beer-at-campfire time and not too badly on fishing time.  Priorities being what they were, we were happy.

   On the path Saturday morning along Trout River stream, Jackfish told me that a friend had told her this stream, located near Decorah, was pretty but not a ‘go-to’ stream.  By late Saturday afternoon she declared it a go-to stream worthy of both days of a weekend trip!  And yes, it sure was pretty.  All present landed fish.  Brooks, browns and bows would be baked that evening and Terri landed the trifecta on her first fly fishing outing for trout.

   I had the privilege of introducing two folks to the Driftless Region and of helping Terri with her nymphing.  We celebrated when she landed her first brookie and later, when I landed my 3rd-ever brookie.  All that happiness got us a little tangled in fly lines but I won’t embarrass myself any further.   It just didn’t take much to get this group excited!  Theresa arrived in early afternoon.  The Rang-a-Tangs continued fishing while 3 of us trekked upstream in search of mushrooms.  Signs were everywhere that the woods had been hit hard with morel hunters.  However, along a dirt path near dead wood, I yelled when I spotted 2 morels.  Theresa spotted the third.  Then, we examined Theresa’s other finds:  a tiny brown snake, Trout Lily, and Jewel Weed (which you rub on your skin when nettles have irritated it).  Back along the stream, I pointed out a nice hole to Jackfish and recommended she wet a line.  I continued on the trek for morels.  Soon enough, JKate reported she had a big one.  It wasn’t a trout, it was a morel!  Two more followed.  The rear of that fishing hole was shored up by a large, dead tree and JKate had poked around with her wading staff to locate the fungi. 

   A dream was soon realized!  Since my first spring fly fishing, I’ve been divided between fishing spring streams when I could otherwise be hunting the woods bordering those streams.  I’m sure my obsession has annoyed friends who have only been bitten by the fly fishing bug.  Each spring I hoped for a day to hold both trout and morels in my hands.  Having always practiced C&R, I guiltily desired to taste trout for the first time after cooking both over a campfire during my favorite season.  So, I did ‘kill and clean’ our morels but I also disappeared down the trail when others gave streamside last rites to fish.

   That Saturday night, we all partook in a feast.  We shared foil dinners, hotdogs, watermelon, baked potatoes, baked trout, and fried morels.  In addition, Terri, who only knew her niece, Shani, at the start of the trip, had bought prime rib for all.  The laughter she brought to our meals was the only thing to outweigh her generosity!

   Rain and thunder did haunt us, but we knew it could’ve been worse.  Friday night, soon after Jackfish got the campfire going and the moment the Rang-a-Tangs and I reached the campsite, the first thunderstorm hit.   Saturday mugginess turned to rain.  !t cleared, we cooked & then visited around the campfire without a rainy accompaniment to the crackling embers.  After midnight, I fished solo on Bear Creek under clear skies below the ‘Super Moon’.    

   Early Sunday it stormed again.  So, we hit a crowded North Bear stream late, but still hooked into fish.  Jackfish and I gave Theresa mini lessons about fishing with the long rod, and I watched with the camera as Theresa landed her first trout on the fly.  She yelled, jumped up and down, and she pumped her fists!   Then, after I took 3 crooked, self-timer pictures of our group, author and fly angler Jeffery Skeate came by & was kind enough to take a well-composed photo of the 5@NEIA anglers.  Even in this 4th photo, everyone looked genuinely happy; a good sign your trip is going well.

   Yes, I achieved my small dream of trout and morels.  I’m smiling now as I think of it.  And, as we left the privately-owned, cow-dotted stream where only fishing is allowed, I suddenly threw down my walking stick, yelled, and ran!  Tucked among the grass and mayapples were more morels.  Having realized they weren’t running or hiding… I stopped running.  But, they did escape!  You see, legally we could take nothing from that property other than fish.

   And just what might be the morel of this story?? 

   We always have to leave things behind in life, but it may be for the better.  Sometimes it’s just a mushroom but we smile at the memories attached to it.  When I leave home for NE Iowa, I leave behind stress and a life which seems to move quickly but never fast enough to keep up with what is demanded of me.  As I travel the Driftless’ gravel roads and stream paths, my heart & mind re-fill with what is simple and beautiful about life.  I suppose that is partially why I enjoy eating from a cooler and sleeping in my suv.  There is so much freedom to be found in simplicity.

   And, for a couple of days, I had the opportunity to share this special place with others, & in their own ways, I think they understood.  We arrived as strangers and friends, we all fished, and we all left as friends.  The final morel… as there is often more than one:  Be a friend, make a friend, & maybe you take em fly fishing.  Share your dreams but write your own story!  Some ‘morals’ are never out-of-season.  ~Twitch, weekend of 5/5/12